Did You Know 4.0

cool

break

ok
have been bumming for 4 days straight
should probably be starting on the term papers which are due soon
but am too lazy
and i've nothing to write seriously
urgh
the thought of crapping out 2000/+ words on something i don't even understand about is not something i'm looking forward to

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oh yeah i've been meaning to mention some things i saw in school
but i never really remember to
so shall do it now

ok
i saw someone who set her desktop background with her picture
a picture taken in a studio
-_____-"""
can't stand the narcissism
i mean, a random funny photo is fine
but a studio taken one is taking it too far
and she's not very pretty
but that's not the point
the point is that it's just too disgusting

secondly, during one of my classes i literally saw someone's butt
because her skirt was too short or something so she pulled it down
i don't really know
but when she stood up from her chair, her shirt lifted up for a while and i totally saw it
i felt sick
it was cellulite-ty
and she wasn't some hot babe or something
urghh gross

thirdly,i saw some guy digging his nose whilst infront of me in a queue
i had really wanted to smack his fucking bald head
omg
the worse thing is he went to bite his nails after that
i totally started stabbing him with a knife in my imagination

omg
some people are just so gross

oh god final destination 4 is damn gruesome
it's the most gory
with guts brains
damn graphic

feel sick

depression

today's mid term test was traumatising
i had some sorta mental block
couldn't remember anything, even though i read through my notes like 5 times
and the one that i paid extra attention i couldn't remember too
i think i've become mentally retarded or something
which totally shows that 'A' level grades are not a good indicator of one's competence in surviving uni
omo somemore it's like the most important course, and they're not offering it next sem, and if i fail i'd have to wait for the next acad yr to continue my studies
omg i can so totally see the 10% flying away
fuck
like how to answer "what does the 'definition of the situation' refer to ?"
or it's an easy question and i'm just dumb
it's not even in anything i read pls

urgh

when i passed up the paper i totally wanted to run away

ji sian one

LOL and this was the photo the lecturer pulled out
the fake smile

things got more interesting

got a new lecturer for Media in America course
all i can say is, how i wish he was with us from the beginning
the last lecturer was good, don't get me wrong
but his interest is in corporate journalism
which though interesting, can get really dry especially when we're learning about the history of newspapers
this new lecturer focuses more on new media, which was totally what i expected when i signed up for the course
and it doesn't hurt that he's younger and better looking too LOL
and maybe because he's younger, he is more laid back and enthusiastic when teaching

but the bad thing is that he totally went facebook and pulled out pictures of alot of us in the course
omg i was laughing at the other people, and hoping that my pic whon't appear, but it did appear towards the end
i was like O______O
luckily it wasn't some weird pic lol so he didn't linger long (some pple's pic were really funny)
this totally reminds me of how scary and public the internet is
everyone can see what you put online
and esp with a platform like Facebook, where pple can post random pics of you even in your most unglam moments

urgh

and i have not started studying for my mid term test omo
i feel like dying

shall burn the late night oil today

what a good day this is gonna be